Love In Absentia
Nothing confuses the heart like the one it wants but is not available for it. The one!
Joylyne Koile 
Why would I let pride ruin the one beautiful thing I've been feeling inside me lately
That I'll wait for you to reach out first
That's dumb
Such a heart deserves not another
So I softened
Opened your contact in several attempts to text
Or just call
But you know why I never did
You've been my endless talk mate
On the screen kissmate
Well, I have learned to love you in the most unimaginable way
I long to talk to you every time
And I mean, EVERY TIME!
Your voice gathers all the birds from the South
Your laughter calms down the blown sands of the East
Because into my ears unto my joints, they weaken me
I wish I knew how exactly how you feel
How I make your heartbeat
Who do you want us to be
But Love, I don't want to rush you
I've been so waiting for your call
Or maybe just a text from you
Every phone ring gets me hoping it's you
I've been waiting Babe
I have
Tell me you'll be here soon
Teach me how to love you right my Love
Because I've been missing you
I miss you
I want you
I don't know if my waiting is in vain
You're so cold
I wish I could tell you more
But I just don't have the strength to
Neither the courage
